The year was 1980---I remember in which house I was living---
I was recently divorced, working 2 jobs, lonely, depressed, angry, and suffering many of the results of being divorced.
I remember in which room I was sitting, in which chair I sat...anxious about both the present and the future...
At that time, I had ALREADY given my heart to JESUS CHRIST...so I got down on my knees behind the chair---and I cried out ....."OH GOD, I CANNOT LIVE this Christian life: YOU will just have to live it THROUGH me!!!!!
At the time, I realized that might not be the BEST way to phrase that cry---but that was the TRUTH from my HEART!!!
As I look back now, I realize that I was indeed confessing the genuine truth.
JESUS CHRIST ["THE WAY, THE TRUTH, and THE LIFE". (John 14:6)] said it this way:
"Abide in ME, and I in you. As the branch cannot bear fruit of itself, unless it abides in the vine, neither can you, unless you abide in ME.
"I AM the vine, you are the branches. He who abides in ME, and I in him, bears much fruit, for without ME you can do NOTHING." (John 15:4-5). Not very long after that time of confessing/crying out that "I can't live this Christian life, YOU will have to live it out through me".....JESUS filled me with THE HOLY SPIRIT/"THE SPIRIT OF TRUTH---as HE says just a few verses later in John: "But when the HELPER comes, whom I shall send to you from the FATHER, THE SPIRIT OF TRUTH WHO proceeds from the FATHER, HE will testify of ME. And you also will bear witness because you have been with ME..." (John 15:26-27).
"HELPER" - parakletos - ("par-ak-LAY-toss"),,,[Strong's #3875. The word signifies an intercessor, comforter, helper..."].
HOLY GOD OUR FATHER still has much to do in order to transform me into the image of JESUS (2 Corinthians 3:18); but "HE WHO has begun a good work in you WILL complete it..." (Philippians 1:6).
The word "Restoration" is in the subtitle at the top of this message...GOD is not restoring me ONLY to how I was before the divorce---INSTEAD HE is restoring me to the FULLNESS of "the life HE has planned for me" (Jeremiah 29:11).
A very IMPORTANT part of HIS restoration of me is that HE brought me together with MARY - a truly Godly woman who HE called (us) to become MAN AND WIFE. Also, HE has restored me to the point that HE enables me to share JESUS with you through this blog and through the mail. All of this HE is accomplishing by HIS GRACE; in NO WAY could I be restored by my own merit!!!
In (John 18:15-36) Peter DENIED JESUS three (3) times (verses 17-27).
Later on, JESUS three (3) times asked (Peter)-"Do you love ME?" Peter answered 'Yes' 3 times.
Still later, after JESUS' resurrection, Peter "LED" the disciples of JESUS (Acts 1:15-26); and Peter preached at Pentecost and >"3,000 souls were added to them"!!!
HOLY GOD is ABLE and EAGER to RESTORE ALL OF US!!!!!!!!!
May I boldly urge EACH and EVERY ONE of us to submit to GOD - asking HIM to restore us!!!!!!!!!
HE IS ABLE!!! HE IS READY!!! HE IS WAITING FOR YOU!!!!!!!!!
